Alive

I am thinking big things. And asking big questions.

It always happens, when I can't distract myself enough to ignore what's in my mind.

Why would God create life, only to let it be taken away? Why does God grant some peoples desires and not others? Why is surrender so hard? Why are the best decisions the hardest to follow through on? Why does God let the world keep going when it is so messed up?

Why is questioning so much easier than listening to the answers?