June 18, 2009

Holidays are weird things.

I have six weeks at home, without uni commitments. It’s not a total holiday holiday, as I still work my casual retail job and have other responsibilities to keep up.
And I don’t want to waste this time, but I’m also at a loss as how to use it best.

I like that I don’t have to get out of bed the minute I wake up. I like that I have time to do my quiet time and head to the gym each morning without constantly watching the clock to make sure I get to where I need to go on time.

I need something to aim for. But what I want to aim for I am so scared of messing it up that I don’t do it. I mention it to a few people but don’t really do anything about it. I think I just need to dive in head first.

2 comments:

Kacie said...

Enjoy your break!

Lover of Beauty said...

I know this feeling! Fear of failure or being out of my depth has kept me from quite a few things. The hardest part is almost always the initial step. Kind of like jumping off the diving board, once you've done it, the rest is actually quite enjoyable!